A blessing in disguise

& first of all,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE. 4 years of thick and thin. 4 years of hard-to-come-by friendship. 4 years of laughter. 4 years of sorrows. You name it, we went through it (This is getting so corny. *shivers*).

I'm disappointed. Utterly disappointed.

Just when i've resolved to change, this is happening to me. Your first revenge. You've succeeded, i've fallen for it.

My ego. My pride. My dignity.

'Beloved' is right. He is always right about me.

我在寻找的，其实都是空虚
我曾经拥有的，都是假象
告诉我，我错了吗？
难道，一直以来，我都错了？
世界，怎么突然漆黑一片？这种黯淡感觉，很陌生、很寂寞
我，不喜欢

Ok, i shall stop here, since my main purpose is to wish Grace a happy birthday.

/3mo